Mar 12, 2008

Upset all over again

It's the day before one of our famous inspections. I am completely upset over it. This feeling of knowing just how much our personal space is going to be invaded tomorrow is making me sick.

I have told our creepy landlord I don't like the inspections, they make me uncomfortable, you can't feel settled in the home your supposed to have as your own, etc. None of this information deters him. Jerry said tomorrow he would tell him this would be our last because we will be moving when our leases is up.

Do I really want to move before we move into the house we are going to build. No. But I will not do this again. I have been on the verge of tears and angry all day. Its not worth it, so I will move.
Plus it just makes the lack of movement on our property that much more discouraging.

Not to be a bummer, but I am.

1 comment:

Rebecca said...

We used to live in married housing at a university in Texas when my husband was finishing his degree, and the twins were little. They would send people over without warning, usually a pest extermination guy along with a school official, at least four times a year, and require me to leave the house with the twins, whether we had transportation or a place to go or not. Then later we'd get a letter in the mail telling me how I hadn't kept such-and-such up to school code, and that I needed to mop the floors every day, and that there shouldn't be trash in the trash cans or baby toys on the floor (and all this was in a 1030's farm house with holes in the walls and a floor heater that burned the girls' hands in the winter, which they refused to do anything about). I seriously almost had a nervous breakdown over it. We left just as soon as he graduated, and never looked back. So yeah, I totally know how you feel. That's just unacceptable.