I am my own worst enemy

OK, I sabotage myself and my efforts at the gym. I really want to tone up my muscles. I have lost a bunch of muscle tone between Thanksgiving and now. So I have had two pretty good weeks of exercise. Yeah for me. Yesterday I did so many lunges at the gym it hurts to sit.

Well here is the enemy - food, actually my will power with food and bad purchasing decisions. I discovered today that if you freeze Costco's oatmeal cookies to hide them from yourself. It doesn't do any good to eat one and discover they are fabulous frozen. Where it really went down hill it going to Costco hungry. I bought snacks for James. Well I like snacks too. But on a positive note. I did buy a bunch of fruit which is really yummy because it is summer fruit. I hate winter fruit. Not the biggest orange fan unless they are coming straight from the tree. Most oranges are not ripening on a tree and you can taste it. So I do have peaches and kiwis and blackberries and apples to eat. But the fruit snacks for James are tasty too.

And how may jelly beans do I need to potty train James anyways?