Milestones and after thoughts

I am now officially in my 2nd trimester. 14 weeks today. I have to admit this pregnancy is much easier to deal with than Hannah's.

It wasn't that I didn't feel good in fact both of my pregnancies were pretty much identical except for when the two monkeys showed up. It was the fact that I would look at my baby James and think "how in the world am I going to do this?" I already have one baby what am I going to do with two babies. I don't have any help, I am alone, this was a crazy plan, etc. Now, I don't regret it but I don't necessarily recommend close spacing unless you have people around to help.

This pregnancy is much more enjoyable because I look at my two toddlers and they get it, they are becoming independent, and occasionally they listen. I also had some time in between pregnancy, nursing, gaining weight, losing weight. I learned how to juggle.

I know my whole career as a mom I will be weighing the positives and negatives for each stage we are in, but for now its good to have some space.